S.B.E is over~

it's over babeh..over..


huhu..been there for two weeks, my feelings mixed up!!

happy+relief~

i was quite happy by the time i left the office..
actually, the experience there was not that bad..
i learned and got the insight of the reality..
what's going on in the teaching profession..
hypocrisy..
realised that teachers are human..
like u,like me..oho..
nobody's born with perfect attitude except Prophet Muhammad s.a.w..
after seen all these, i promise myself to be a better teacher in the future..
(that is why we were sent for SBE,ok?)


and was sad.so sad~

i fall in love with the pupils there..*i think so*..
i used to rethink bout my decision on applying for this course because i cant mix
with children well..
it's not that i hate them but i easily lost my patience while catering their needs..
but small children are innocent rite?hoho..
in school they are better than at home..
*well,at least these children are better than my nieces and nephews back in hometown*..



but i pity some of my friends..
they faced really challenging SBE..
again, i think that it's all about attitude..
teachers' attitude as well as ours..
yeah it's true that while we were there, we must be very humble
and just ignore their ignorance towards us..
but still, they already gone through this thing earlier than us..
can't they understand our feelings?
is it too hard to be friendly?
and please don't be so strict with us..
we are the new leaves,very fresh..
we were there to learn, so please teach us..
we didn't ask to be pampered,but we craved for their acceptance
*oh whatever.it's over*


and dear teachers,
sorry that sometimes my cliques and i *thefantastic4*
were too busy chatting and making noises
that made u all turned your head
and gave us 'that' sight..
and it's me who's getting most of that sight because i'm facing them..huhu..
million apologies, ok?




"sometimes you have to forget how u feel, and remember what you deserve"





*try to make the post colourful, as the days of SBE*

7/08/2009 09:25:00 PM | Labels: | 0 Comments  

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