easter holiday is almost over!

huhu..easter break = 2 minggu..
minggu first, basically about finishing
the two assignments..
jadinya weekend baru start gi jalan2..

hmm..alhamdulillah..
punya kesempatan waktu dan wang
untuk pergi jalan2 tengok bumi newzealand ni..
rasanya trip ke Rotorua ni, menarik sekali..
bukan setakat seronok dapat tengok apa yang diimpikan sejak dulu,
tapi jugak sebab dapat kenal sister2 kat sini..

padahal biasa je kalau kita berkenalan dengan orang ramai..
tapi bila dapat bergaul mesra dengan kawan2 baru ni,
rasa macam lain pulak..
yela..style mereka2 ni, lebih kepada betul2 muslimah sejati..
diri sendiri rasa malu dan segan bila
tudung makin singkat, baju makin ketat..
rasanya, inila yg orang maksudkan..
persekitaran, terutamanya rakan2 sebaya
selalu mempengaruhi gaya hidup seseorang tu..
it's not that i'm saying rakan2 selama ni tak baik,
tapi sister2 baru ni, mereka lebih tonjolkan ciri2 mukmin sejati..
cewahh..

hmm.. contohnya jelas..
terutamanya cara mereka2 ni, appreciate kejadian alam ciptaan Allah..
paling tersentuh sekali, masa dekat lake taupo..
bayangkan, tengah seronok bising2 ambil gambar sunset,
tetibe semua orang diam..
rupanya masing2 dh duduk menghadap matahari yg cantik terbenam tu,
membaca ma'thurat..
ya Allah.. tak pernah2 aku buat macam tu selama ni..
selalu bila tengok alam ni, hanya cakap wow, cantiknya..
islamik sikit, bila cakap Subhanallah..
tapi takdak pulak sampai mengingati Allah dengan baca ma'thurat segala..

so..kalau nk cakap tahap kepuasan pergi jalan2 ikut trip ni,
rasanya, memang puas kot..
bukan sebab tempat2 yg dilawati tu best sangat2..
bukan sebab accommodation teratur..
bukan sebab dpt makan dengan puas 3 kali sehari walaupon bayar murah..
tapi sebab terasa ada sesuatu yang terkesan dalam hati..
Alhamdulillah..
rasanya, kali ini..
bukan tengok alam ni dengan sia2 ( i mean, tengok je),
tapi lebih kepada menghargai ciptaan tuhan..


dengan itu terngiang2 pulak lagu mirwana ni, hikmah kembara..

Di sini kau berdiri berpijak di bumi
Menjunjung langit yang luas
Pernahkah kau terfikir alam penuh rahsia
Anugerah yang Maha Esa

Berjalan bermusafirlah...
Melihat kebesaran Tuhan yang diciptakan untuk
Mereka yang berfikir dan bersyukur
Di atas nikmat dan kurniaNya
Nilai harganya iman dan taqwa
Bagi hamba yang setia

Tiada beza warna kulit atau rupa
Yang ada hanya insan yang lemah...
Dengan satu tujuan mencari keredhaan
Dan berbudi di bumi Tuhan...

Fikirkanlah...ke mana arah kita
Renungilah...ooo
Hikmah kembara menuju kasih
Buktikan cinta kita kepadaNya...
Ini kembara kita

Berjalan dan bermusafirlah...
tuk melihat kebesaranNya
Lantas berfikir dan bersyukur
Di atas nikmat dan kurniaNya
Nilai harganya iman dan taqwa
Bagi hamba yang setia.

memang lirik ni, kena betul dengan kembara..
patut la tajuk dia, hikmah kembara..
sama je ngan apa yg aku asa..
hikmah yang aku dapat lepas g jalan2..






p/s: serius tak tipu, rasa sangat dibless oleh Allah sepanjang trip ni..
tema trip adalah L.O.V.E, means kami gunakan simbol love tu ♥(heart)
dan sila tengok gmbar ni, ade rupa ♥ ?
Maha Suci Allah..rasa macam sangat Allah berkati..

dealova~~all time favourite!

Aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah
Dalam tidurmu
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu
Yang mungkin bisa kau rindu

Karena langkah merapuh
Tanpa dirimu
Oh… Karena hati tlah letih

Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu
Yang slalu bisa kau sentuh
Aku ingin kau tahu bahwa aku
Selalu memujamu

Tanpamu sepinya waktu
Merantai hati
Oh… Bayangmu seakan-akan

Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku yang
Memanggil rinduku padamu
Seperti udara yang kuhela kau selalu ada

Oh…

Hanya dirimu
Yang bisa membuatku tenang
Tanpa dirimu
Aku merasa hilang… dan sepi
Dan sepi…

Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku yang
Memanggil rinduku padamu
Seperti udara yang kuhela kau selalu ada

Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku yang
Memanggil rinduku padamu
Seperti udara yang kuhela kau selalu ada

Selalu ada…
Kau selalu ada…
Selalu ada…
Kau selalu ada…

Sya… na na na…








p/s: it's not nice when we are apart =(

its 2.35 in the morning, yet i cant sleep..
nervously waiting for a mail..
huhu..


to whom it may concerned, i've been dedicating this song to you these 2, 3 weeks..


takin back my love - enrique ft ciara..

I give it all up, but I’m taking back my love,
I’m taking back my love,
I’m taking back my love,
I’ve given you too much,
but I’m taking back my love,
I’m taking back my love, my love, my love, my love, my love

but right now, seriously it hurts..
then my heart starts singing unbreak my heart- toni braxton

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry this tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my

Un-break my heart oh baby
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on....


all those words are meant for you..
you know who you are..
and i just want to let you know,
these mixed feelings,
it's weird, and it hurts..

ehem..
just got back from hanis's surprise burfday party..
towards the end, we played this truth-or-dare game..
it was nice, to know my close friends' secrets, especially
regarding the GUY/S in their lives..hahaha..

luckily it was just an easy question adressed to me, if not, OMAIGOD!!
because frankly speaking, i was a bit nervous
bout what they are going to ask me..
because i know this undeniable fact:

the question must be on the two guys that i've been involved in..

the last time i played te game, i did confess something..
but now, it's easier to confess things,
because yeah, i'm super clean from the so called IT'S COMPLICATED relationship circle..huhu


but then, when somebody asked about the quiz result that i took in fb, oh demn..
i havent prepare the suitable script for the question..
i ended up saying that it was just a quiz..
doesnt relly mean anything to me..
oh is it?
oh i dont know, don't care, not sure..

hmm..

Adakah anda menyesal kerana bercouple dengan si dia sekarang?

Result: Sedikit menyesal dan terbeban!

Anda merasa sedikit terbeban dan menyesal kerana bercouple dengan si dia. Walaubagaimanapun, anda masih sayangkan si dia tetapi dalam masa yang sama anda memendam rasa suka kepada orang lain dan mengharapkan orang yang anda suka(dalam diam) untuk menyukai anda.

whatever it is, past is past..i cant turn back the time, so let's move on..maybe lagu Alyah- tak mungkin kerana sayang, is the most suitable song that i can dedicate to my dearie chipsmore..though i was once dedicated to katy perry's thinking of you..and that katy perry really suits me..thanx, anyway..

"Could I Have This Kiss Forever"

Over and over I look in your eyes
you are all I desire
you have captured me
I want to hold you
I want to be close to you
I never want to let go
I wish that this night would never end
I need to know

Could I hold you for for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I could I have this kiss forever
Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever

Over and over I've dreamed of this night
Now you're here by my side
You are next to me
I want to hold you and touch you taste you
And make you want no one but me
I wish that this kiss could never end
oh baby please

Could I hold you for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I could I have this kiss forever
Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever

I don't want any night to go by
Without you by my side
I just want all my days
Spent being next to you
Lived for just loving you
And baby, oh by the way

Could I hold you for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I have this kiss forever
Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever

sungguh bosan di rumah..tep2 pagi berhibernate smbil dengar radio je..so skang music is part of mylife lah..haha tipula statement ini..i love songs,catchy2 ones..sumpah sungguh tak sesuai dengan personaliti aku..haha..tapi yeah,it's true..genre music ni, aku suka kalo just for fun..cam Lady GaGa Fergie Lili ALLen ngan gwen stefany dan jugak Lenka..aww i love it~~tapi songs that r closer to myheart, adalah based on the lyrics..tambah2 kalo ade kaitan diri sniri, lagila aku suka..

currently sangat suka lagu ini; Aku Wanita Biasa by Krisdayanti~~


Aku ini wanita biasa
Bisa sakit luka karena cinta
Dingin sepi kerap menyapa
Air mata jatuh lukisan raga

Kadang ku kuat setegar karang
Kadang ku rapuh lemah liar merana

Maafkan aku bila hasratku keliru
Sulut gairah jiwamu
Ku yang dosakan cinta kekasih

Maafkan aku bila hasratku keliru
Sulut gairah jiwamu
Ku yang dosakan cinta kekasih hatiku

Kekasih hatiku maafkan aku
Aku wanita biasa

Dingin sepi kerap menyapa
Air mata jatuh lukisan raga

Kadang ku kuat setegar karang
Kadang ku rapuh lemah liar merana

Maafkan aku bila hasratku keliru
Sulut gairah jiwamu
Ku yang dosakan cinta kekasih

Maafkan aku bila hasratku keliru
Sulut gairah jiwamu
Ku yang dosakan cinta kekasih
Hatiku… maafkan aku..


haish ini kisah pompuan ni jahat..aku pon rasa diri sniri jahat..jadi, marilah nyanyi lagu ini sebab diri sniri memang jahat..ahh menchi bila berperasaan begini!!